BRIEF BLOG INTRO:
If my life was a game show, I'd be in the Bonus Round. I almost died. Didn't die and now... The Bonus Round, where time speeds up and the prizes are better. For my 60th birthday year, I recorded an album, I'm doing some concerts around New York City and I even composed a concert Mass which debuted on June 7. I update a few times a month these days, and I don't spam. So it's easier to keep up with me by following by Email. When this blog began, it was to track my death. I'm told it was the first AIDS blog. You can start at the gruesome beginning if you want. Or just jump in and maybe we can learn some life lessons together. Welcome to the Bonus Round. I'm Steve, The Songwriter.

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

My Birthday Is Coming Up.

And it's St. Francis animal love day.

I  never knew this.

Growing up, we Baptists rejected the religious office of "Saint" designation. So, there were no stories of any "Saints" of any kind unless they were in the Bible. Same as in the designation "Mother Teresa." She was just seen as a weird-looking old broad who made Catholics feel self-satisfied that she was one of them.

St. Francis. I don't think I really knew about him. And if I did, it was only in the most generic way possible.


I particularly like this image of St. Francis with a St. Bernard.
The verisimilitude alone renders the raccoon unnecessary.

It was to my great pleasure -- the kind of cosmic gift that can only be appreciated when one is an adult.

And the Franciscan robe costume! How sexy is that when turned into beach attire?

Wait. No. Those are Jedi bathrobes.


There we go. 
Which brings me to my birthday...

Friday, September 23, 2011

Jamming With Amy Coleman

Amy Coleman and I met down on 17th street in the basement of this building being renovated. She has a little keyboard, so we set it up near a back door that leads out to a courtyard covered with glass. It was hot in there, so I took off my shirt.

(We've been invited to sing a concert together up in Rochester, NY at one of our old haunts, the Downstairs Cabaret Theater -- which is what has precipitated this session. But we still had no idea for a show, or what songs we'd sing or anything like that.)

When she arrived, we just chilled a little talking about music and about other people, just hanging together and getting a little loose.

We had already met this past Tuesday (on another hot, muggy day) and though had I played her of my new songs and she showed me some of hers -- chord charts which I tried to decipher -- we were musically awkward, not sure what we were doing -- until the end, where a couple of times we connected. But still, neither of us were sure what we might do. It's one thing to say you'll sing a show. It's quite another to design it and execute it.

This day, however, was different. I had had a chance to listen to some of her CDs. I especially like this one called "Goodbye New York" Here's the Spotify link: http://open.spotify.com/user/steveschalchlin/playlist/5DzyQ40TALamrvwommLuu7.

So, we kept running over this one song, over and over. It’s called Sad Old Blues. The chords are really complex, so it took me a few tries to get the voicings and spellings. But when I finally started to feel it in my fingers, and she started singing, it all really came alive -- and then, almost without warning, we were genuinely jamming and singing at the top of our lungs.

I said to her, “Hey, it’s like we’re making real music here.”

Amy, like me, though she is a terrific actress and theater performer, really comes from a tradition of singing in front of a band, singing blues and rock -- I'll never forget the day I saw her standing in the basement of some club in the Village, barefoot in pool of spilled beer, screaming into this mic, while backed by a band of Russian expatriots, playing their faces off. We have both paid tens of thousands of hours of dues in crappy clubs and lousy hotels.

Our relationship started with The Last Session, where she was in both the NY and LA original casts.
But in a theatrical situation, it's more structured and more formalized. It's a composer showing an actor how to sing the music, and an actor delivering what the director and the writer have in mind. You don't jam out in the middle of a piece of theater. Well, not usually, anyway.

Which reminds me of her audition for the role of the rock and roll singer, Vicki. She came in that day with a crumpled up piece of paper with the chords to "House of the Rising Sun" scribbled in pencil. The poor guy playing the piano for the auditions had no idea what to do with that, and so I came over from the table, sat at the piano and the two of us connected immediately.
So, really, this new session we were having yesterday was just an extension of that first musical contact we made with each other.

Another thing we have in common is that we like to practice. We kept doing "Sad Old Blues" over and over as I worked to my fingers to really feel that complex progression of bluesy jazz chords -- flat 5ths and 7ths rotating down the circle of fifths a few notches. But when I got it, I got it.

Then I would pull out one of my new ones -- "Southeast Texas Blues" or "Country Preacher's Kid" or "When The Old Lady Died" -- and we'd work on them. At this point, they're still in the process of being edited and reshaped, so it was great to have another musician in the room helping me think them through and giving feedback, and, best of all, singing along.

She said, “I see what’s happening here. We’re just telling our own stories, sharing back and forth.”

Musically rootsy and earthy, with songs that relate to our personal lives. Music WE want to sing.

She has written several really nice songs, by the way, and they seem to fit with mine, hand in glove.

By the end of the afternoon, I was covered in a layer of sweat -- taking off my shirt helped only a little -- but we were really jamming hard.

The shows are now scheduled: OCT. 14, 15, 16. Two evening shows and a Sunday matinee.

And yes, we will rock the house. Why? Because it will be about the music. Not about putting on a show. Not about "entertaining." It will be about the music. And when we make it about the music and the storytelling, it will turn into a show and it most certainly, god willing, may even be entertaining.

But first, the music.

Monday, September 19, 2011

New Song: "At A Hospice, In An Atrium."

Over the past couple of weeks, I've been on a retreat, writing and writing and writing -- mostly songs about my home town. As I was working long and hard on them, this other song just kind of popped out. It was all I could do to write it down fast enough to catch it.

Based on an experience I had singing at a hospice in Los Angeles. Longtime readers of this diary might remember it. Anyway, this is what happened that day...


Saturday, September 17, 2011

When War Ends With A Shrug.

I listened to a General doing a lecture about how the world has changed and how the nation-state is becoming a thing of the past -- how all the power is going trans-national to either corporations or militant groups. And how all the money for defense is being directed at a military plan that is still in the 60s.

At one point he said, "And I'm neither Republican nor Democrat. I've given up on both parties."

And that received the biggest, most spontaneous ovation of all. I saw a woman who was just walking by, who caught that. She leaned in and applauded as hard as she could.

He said he never realized how fragile civilization was until Somalia, "which, when I was there, had a pretty well functioning government. And now it's Mad Max."

He described a long term high level strategy meeting of top commanders in Berlin. It was his first. He was in a group of newly-arrived Brigadier Generals to Berlin. They had a driver take them directly from the airport.

But, earlier that day, the Berlin wall fell. He said everyone just stood around shrugging. No one had a clue what to do next.

The Soviet/US-NATO stand-off had been so set in stone, this was pretty much unprecedented.

So, the little group of Generals asked the driver if they could drive into east Germany, a border that for decades had been all barbed wire and concrete, towers and guards.

He said they drove up to Brandenburg Gate and no one was there.

So, they just drove in. And drove around. 

Puzzled and fascinated, they even drove to a military camp -- no guard -- and looked around. "All the Soviet military families were walking around just like at an American camp, and the soldiers who saw them were startled, but they didn't know what to do, either. 

Had they drove in the day before, they'd have been taking prisoners or killing each other.

After wandering around a bit, with nothing left to do, they got back in the car and drove back over to West Berlin.

Thus, the cold war ended in a whimper and a shrug.